10.31.2008

THE FORMAL FORMAL DAY=]

i noe i look like miss chui la!!poopies=]

i am like thinking of him right now.then i thought of her.

he loves her.she loves him.i loves him too.

he have her.she have him.i wanna have him too.

i wonder i wonder.

its nt wonder-ful.but letting both of them love each other and not being the 3rd party.

i feel the pain.

but i think i cant do aniting.

i only can rmb the past and face the future.

mummy said i cant get married too young.

means 28,29,30

does tt means i cant have serious bf till i am like 24?

shld i cont waiting.

shld i leave.

i promised him to be there for him when he needed me.

but i promised his gf nt to contact him ever again.

maybe its all broken promises.

i m sure he has forgotten all of hiis promises.as all he can see is her.

maybe they are a perfect couple.

he said he wanted to be my guardian angel.but i rejected him.

but is it just a fit on anger?y does he flirt with me aft he n her was tgt.

haix.wadever.

i dun intend to have a bf til 20+ aniwae.

y dwell on him?

but my heart.

ahh.nvm.

sch work is killing me.

feeling so stress.

i cant be myself.

i tend to get emo so often now.

i duno who m i..

maybe i nv did noe who m i.

10/31/2008 09:06:00 AM