10.06.2008

i must be a motherfucker bitch man=[
i caused a deep scar between him and his gf.
wtf!!!!!!
i didnt meant it.
i tot he brk up with his gf le.
it is totally my fault
i feel so guilty.
his gf went to c his chat log.
and that's what happen.
maybe i should really leave him alone.
all alone.
maybe he aint meant to be mine!
at all.
maybe my love for him should disapear into thin aft after a year.
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i do this?
i dun tink it is alright.
i tink i m fucking bitch.
breaking up a couple is the worse thing that a outsider wil do.
i m a outsider.
for goodnesssake.
will that scar ever fade?
y did i ?
how could i?
where r my moral value??
lost into thin air?
but y did he?
he told me stuff that are untrue.
is that what all guys do?
we r just friends.
i noe.
i cant be yr gf.
but u noe how much i yearn for u.
haix.
i cant have you.
i have to leave u alone.
i feel lyk a part of my heart gone..
its so empty.
its like u cut my heart open and fill it with air and seal it with tape.
its like having internal damage.
i promised myself nt to think bout u.
y did u come back.
y did u approach me?
when will my love for u fade?
i wonder if i have been coverin it up or hide it in a hidden corner of my heart..
even if i love you.
i cant have you.
and i cant be a bitch to snatch u away.
y u r so different?
y would i love you so much?
how could i be happy?
those hopes is what i have been living on.
you gave me more hope each dae..
and take away all the hope in one dae.
how could i live?

maybe i could merge myself with the wind.
sway and fly with the wind.
i betterr chiong my dance later.
i wanna be a good dancer.
U AINT IMPT
U AINT IMPT
U AINT IMPT.
hope i wil rmb..
gg chalet later.
hope to have fun.

chalet chalet.
then dance dance.
then chalet chalet
then dance dance.
then camp camp.
then dance dance.
i wanna dancee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10/06/2008 08:59:00 AM