12.17.2008

RAWR!!
i feeling emo again!
maybe nt emo ba..but abit sad sad de lo..
shi guai guai de ba.
maybe just missing someone who is not there.
my invisible BF which is not even there.
just wanna hug someone,kiss someone
but no one.
aiya.
realli hope there is a guy to dance with me,swave with me,sing with me,walk with me,cuddle with me.
aiya.dun nid guy.
OMG.
i m so ficker-minded.
what m i tinking?
grrahhh!!
do i talk v soft?
or is it tt i pissed ppl off?
i feel empty.
like i m filled with air but suddenly got LOU-FENG then gt nth inside.
aiya bad example=x
wadever la.
NRA is so DOPE.
but nt me=[
they dope but nt i dope.
i guess is the seniors and pro freshies.
ya.
totally.
it must be.
i m trying but i duno wher to start.
maybe i m too complacent.
what shld i do??
i feel so cheecheng.like having mood swing.
and abit like joel.abit blamin myself for not making others happy.
but they all shld have ppl that are there for them ba.
what are FRIENDS for?
i dunwanna cry when i start to tink bout frens again!
nahnah!~
who will care aniwae.
no 1 reads my blog..
no 1 cares..
i just need a shoulder to lean on.
not people to come to me and sae all the untrue stuff.
i dunwan see plastic.
i tink i have been seeing many.
maybe tt how i learn.
but i m so dumb.how do i even learn??
i left smth very IMPT outside the gate ytd=[
again!
n got scolded again..
y m i so dumb??
if i were cleverer and smarter and more caution and everything.
ahhhhh.nvm.

went to town todae..my shoes r freaking mini.
causing 2blister on 1 foot.
rawr.
went to buy plaster then socks
it didnt help.
went to SAM..ahshun's outing.
abit retarded.there is this video of this naked africa woman.having flour then make it into dough.
abit =x nvm..
then we went to take pic pic pic..
AHSHUN IS CUTE!!!
so went to buy slipper=]
tt better.
then i went to watch BOLT with alexis
damn nice.so cute.
I <33 bolt!!!
then we saw the NANA cpl.
haha.
super sweet.she look damn hot todae too=)
then we went to find arab street.
end up go one big round.reached what golden mile complex.
omg.the place is.OMG THAILAND??
=x
weird place...totally.
then by tt tym alr 8 le.
so we nid rush to sch cos alexis nid borrow lappy..
we abit siao de la.
and v gong..todae gt alot of CHU CHIO!!!
hope no1 noticed=]
then we 'dance' on the bus.then sot de.keep asking each other to RELAX!!
HAHHAH!
then we went to sch.then watch lo.
quite nice..! but can be improved.!!


i better improve on my dance before i be the one tt stand out(bad of course)
so is alamak!!chiong ahH!
DANZATION IS SO COMING!!!!

i need to improve at least with 50%!!!
HELP!!!

12/17/2008 12:49:00 AM