4.17.2009

i just told baby i aint blogging about him.
and his reaction was "ahh eh nvm,dun blog abt me lo"
giggles.
kinda.

i wonder wonder.
we have been a grp for so many yrs.
maybe i didnt exist or maybe i dunno.
but i do miss u all.
its just that it seems that we are so far away.
even a phonecall or sms seems so disturbing to u all..
and with endless dance classes and endless stuff to do.
i hardly being able to meet u all.
maybe tt y i have drifted.
ya i admit.i have drifted.
maybe its because everyone has new friends and have others which are closer.
maybe i was so called pushed away or washed away.
how i wonder..
there was once i felt like this during the 4yrs too..
maybe u all didnt notice or maybe didnt cared.
maybe maybe maybe..


this other grp..
i guess too have drifted apart or maybe didnt even fall tgt.
such as u have yr life and i have mine.
we seems so united only during sch hours?
aft tt..all gone.
maybe cos u all have own stuff to do ba...

this other grp..
i guess we used to be super close n sweet.
meeting during breaks and after schools.
dancing tgt.
stoning tgt.
its all gone too..
maybe cos of sch breaks.
how i wish to find the times tgt too=[[

grp and cliques are there true? do they realli exist??
and i in my own world or my own fairytale land?

now its only me and him..
i guess no 1 reads my blog aniwae..
wadever man!!!!!

4/17/2009 12:26:00 PM