6.18.2009

I have 2 bad news..

1) Dear had went to CHINA

2) I have fallen sick

Went to send dear to airport at 530.

woot.

so early..

i went to his place to cuddle him up.

we talk through the night.

thus didnt sleep.

ah..i got sleep abt half hr..

i dun think dear did.

his flight is at 830.

dunno y must go there so early.

send him off at 730..siann.

i tot abt 8 then let him go in.

but since everyone sae go in.then ya lo.let him go in.

so emo lehh..send him then feel like crying.

but ya did not cry..

cos alot ppl (will paiseh)

actually i supposed to go too

but dear and the rest scared i lose this and that, and somemore scared i kana raped or murdered.so dun let me go in the end cos they cant tc of me there.

i instead of crying i fall sick.

was sneezing all the way.

since i wake up sia..

maybe due to lack of sleep.

was sneezing till now.

nose shld be quite red=x

haven really eat too.

no breakfast..

going for dance later on.

chionging.

heng todae start at 4.

hope we can pass sophan's test.

so scary!!!!

SOPHAN SAID: cos of dance you have to give up more time for other stuff.

OMGOMG la.due to that.

i gave up many many things.

time with my dear.

time with my girls

time with my classmates

time with my family

time with my lappy

time with my L4D

time with my work~!

OMGOMG.

i really have to chiong this time.

either make it or break it.

hopefully can make it.

but if break it.then can relax abit..

if make it,we better get at least something.

i haven been eating well.

at least for now.

skipping meals and replacing it other time of the day.

like breakfast for breakfast and lunch.

and dinner for lunch and dinner

hope i dun fall sick nia.later ppl think i got H1N1 ah

i wanna say SORRY to the girls.

Its not that i dun wan go out with you all.

Its just that everything clashes..

i cant work right now and have no income..

i cant do my projects and i cant sleep well.

OMG!! i m so FCKED up la!!=[[[

helpp!!!!

6/18/2009 10:59:00 AM